10 months ago
Sunday, May 17, 2009
I am totally stuck in a rut. You would think that spring itself would have the opposite effect on me. I am not sure what force it is. Maybe it is the anticipation of moving. I am a routine person. I do best in a set routine and since the snow melted my routine has drastically changed. In the winter I feverishly worked on school, skied when I could get out, and ran 3 miles a day at the rec center. I have finished my school and have a little break, there is no snow to ski on, and it seems that every time I plan to go run, it rains (the rec center closes early when the weather warms up). We will be moving in the next couple weeks so I guess my motivation to get going and feel as though I'm progressing is lacking because I know that if I set a routine now it will be shaken when we move. Until we move, I have to figure out how I'm going to make myself go with out the comfort of a routine. Lets see if I can.